Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

CHORUS:
Set me free, leave me be
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
Just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

Oh, you loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

CHORUS

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground
But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know is that
You're keeping me down
Oooh

Keeping me down
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

You're on to me, on to me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long.

GRAVITY by Sara Bareilles

  

i havent studied for the longest time 
but there are still so much things that are needed to be done. :(
PT's ARE COMING NEXT WEEK!
and i have this fever, who just doesnt seem to want to go away from me.

it just got me thinking.
is it still worth it to keep fighting and trying to get good grades?
i mean, i'm not gonna get anything out of it on my Graduation Day anyway.
everything i try to do now, eventually wont matter in College.
They won't ask you things like- "ohh, are you top 10 in High School?" 
or "Did you get an award during your Graduation?" 
If so, what the hell am i doing now?

:/
I should be enjoying my last year of High School.
Time's really fast, though. IT's already October, and we're gonna have our PT's soon.
6 more months, and it's bye bye forever!
And I wont want it any other way!
Admittedly, i think i will miss this school because of the friends i met while growing up here.
But College excites me. I dont know why, but it really does. :)
I know that i'm still confused about the course I wanna take. 
But as far as today goes, I'm gonna leave it all to Him to decide for me.

MY DREAM LAST NIGHT WAS AAWESOME, BY THE WAY! :)